Wednesday, November 30, 2005

I couldn't have said it better

He's there, I'm here...fuck

On a lighter note, I'm going to the Big 12 Championship Game in Houston on Saturday. Hook'em!!!

27 - one more tomorrow

Monday, November 28, 2005

"I thrive best hermit style... now I can't do this without you"

Thanksgiving in Lake Jackson went well considering my Sister and one of my Brothers had a falling out. They pretty much just avoided each other the whole time, but other than that it was great seeing my family (I hadn't since the Rita scare).

I made a very interesting call on Thanksgiving. I called DJP. He went home with me last year for Thanksgiving so naturally he was all I could think about. The "Skeletor" glass, his hand made whip cream. The way he pronounced aluminum...

The conversation went well. Very "how are you," "miss you," "is this okay" sort of talk. Healthy. I called again last night - that conversation was more intense. I really do miss him. His lip curl, his beautiful eyes, his kiss, his touch...

Bit of sad but inspiring news, my co-worker CL who has been battling cancer for sometime has stop coming to work after they discovered the cancer spread. They've given her 1 to 6 weeks to live. The inspiring part - she has the best attitude about it. She has been doing things she enjoys, bird watching, duck crawls, and has been spending every waking moment with family and friends. It's hard to find her at home.

Monday, November 21, 2005

thanksgiving in lakeway

Martha would be so proud!!!



Shot it!!!

Thursday, November 17, 2005

this is all i have pt. 2

bjork - unison (live)

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

this is all i have

the stone roses - i wanna be adored

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

winter rolling in

cat power - the greatest

okkervil river - another radio song

I feel like I need a vacation. The plans to go see my son were understandably cancelled when his second cousin was fatally killed in a car accident; and they had to fly to Chicago the weekend I was suppose to visit. I should feel remorse for the loss and of course the situation is tragic...but I really wanted to see him - anyway, I feel bad for feeling upset about not seeing him and balancing the fact that I wish their cousin hadn't died. I have to be content with the fact I will see him next month...does that make me a bad person?

I hold on to the fact that I will be near him in June. All is still ago and I look forward to being near him.

The weather is changing, it's getting colder, and with it comes those memories of people in the past I spent winter makes me depressed...

Damn them...

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

because texas passed prop. 2...we need a laugh...

Saturday, November 05, 2005

here you go

the avalanches - a different feeling

the notwist - chemicals

paua fritters - stay

imogen heap - come here boy

imogen heap - hide and seek