he's gone, he left today at 1:30. How hard was it? It sucked. His eyes got all red and he became quiet. He looked at me with his huge brown eyes and said "I'll miss you Daddy." What could I do? I knelt beside him and told him I loved him and that I will miss him too. Not enough, I know. Anyway, here are a few pictures we took...I really can't post much more...my fucking heart is broken!!!